September 29, 2011

About my hands



I don't want to exhibit my hands but It's necessary to accept something inside of me.
For a long time, I really struggled with them cause Hands are essential for my therapy.
I've tried to lie to myself and ignore it all the time.
When somebody gave me their hand to shake, I didn't feel good.
Even when I gave massages for my friends, I was afraid of their judgment.

I don't understand why my hands have a problem.
It's difficult to find what's happened in my body.
But these are really profound hands.

I will try to just observe them without judgment.
And try to love my hands...